So for the first time I broke up with a guy that didn't do anything wrong. Everything in the relationship was perfect. our parents got along he bought me starbucks, since I'm coffee obssesed. He seemed to be more observant than other guys I dave been with. And here I have everything I wanted in a relationship and I wasn't happy. We never fought, most people would love that but not me I hated it. I loved everything but him. After two months I didn't feel anything towards this guy and I think I should have. i never got the butterflies in my stomach or my heart race faster when I saw he was calling. After feeling so strongly about my ex, from before him, that it was hard picturing myself with another guy. I felt horrible because I said yes when all along I didn't really like him. I got close to him and his family and he did nothing wrong he was faithful to me. I'm starting to think I left him for my ex, whom I'm still crazy about. If I could have a second chance with the ex from before I would take it in a heart beat. I think it truely was love I was only with him for six months before he lost my trust but he's gained it back.
This dating stuff is hard they should have some kind of self help class in high school. But then again I's prolly fail at it. But hey what would be the fun if we didn't fail once or twice right? I mean thats what helps us grow. I don't know Il;m still trying to sort out all my feelings and on top of that I don't have my best friend since he went back to mexico i hardly get to talk to him now. So there goes my life line! Oh well guess I'm on my own. Now I just have to figure out this college stuff and what classes to take. That should be easy right? Well wrong its not. Is anyone else having similar problems? It would be great to know I'm not the only one confused and scared about the dark tunnel I'm in.
College is scary. i am dealing with all the application process right now too. i hate dealing with the process becuase it makes me feel like crap when they ask for all of my achievements, honors, and extraz.
well, it just doesn't sound like you had any attraction or passion for your ex. that is good enough reason to break up with them.
I got my application and got into the school I want I just can't find away to pay for it. My parents make too much for grants and since I have to go based off their income I don't qualify and they are paying for my college its just crap.
And I adored my ex from las year. I'm still crazy about him.
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