Waiting on love

When you love someone enough to let them go....

So, this past month I realized just how much I really did love him. Yet, just my luck of course, he is dating someone else and when I confronted him about it, he said that he loves me too but he can't break up with his current gf to go out with me and asked me if I would wait for him.. Of course, those are the words that a girl never wants to hear from a guy. Initially my response was no, I can't promise anything, only time can tell what will happen...but that it's meant to be, love will find a way to keep us together. And if not, then it was never meant to be.

He told me that he wishes things were different and I told him that to stay his friend whilst the situation was probrably not a good idea and he was pretty disheartened by that ideal. Anyways, his friend that is going through the same situation constantly tells me that he still cares for me greatly and to just let time take its course and to remain hopeful.

And that he's a hopeless romantic and thinks that it will work out for me and him. Well, I'm a hopeless romantic, myself and well, it got me nowhere...hahaha...but that was just because the love was gone.

I know that people shouldn't wait for someone even if they love them and that only time can tell what will happen in the end, but a part of me; doesn't want to give up hope that someday maybe that he and I will get another chance that our love is true and that nothing can separate us even if we're far apart. Though in my heart, I know I have to move on first because I have to be happy without him in order to show him that I can't live a life without him to prove that I can live a life with him in it...