At 1:00-ish, I'm up talking about Hypocrisy (Cries from a tired lunatic)

Hypocrisy….

What a terrible word. When we say it we find it brings fear in our hearts and mean phrases on our tongues. Like “who the hell is that dude to be telling me I’m a sinner if he likes little boys” (Sorry that was terrible of me)

Well my dear friends I am here to embrace and take in my hypocrisy fully, I have to if I am to ever be a complete person. People always reject the notion that they, themselves may be a paradox in their own right, yet the thought lingers. “am I really going to yell at the children for being noisy when I myself at that age played “Hit the pot with a stick as loud as I can while simultaneously Singing until glass shattered””(and yes I just named that game and used double quotation marks (sadly I don’t know if that is something one can do in grammar))
Back to the point

I have embraced this new found understanding that is not everything is black and white
I may have a certain “hero complex” about misguided people but I also slightly want to destroy all of humanity for a stubbed toe (don’t give me that look you do to)

You see we our all different and complex, therefore we are all beautiful. I choose to find that the most beautiful is that which is random, complex, and a tad bit abstract. I like to think that we all are spontaneous in which we come together and no “God” brought us together, yet I also love the fact that if there is a god he must be a raving poetic genius whose humor is only beaten by his madness.

I want you to look inside your self and laugh such as I for I hate Ketchup yet love tomato sauce and tomatoes. I hate the outdoors and sun, yet I absolutely love a nice book and a porch. I hate English yet I love to write (grammar that is). I think I’m a genius, yet regard myself in little contempt. I am hilarious but no one else finds me funny. I have no idea if this is really about Hypocrisy or a raving lecture of a 17 year old who is up at 1:08 feeling frisky and poetic. I have no idea…. But I can’t help but laugh at all those people who think of themselves beyond hypocrisy, better than modern society, those fools.

If you don’t look inside you, what do I care honestly, this post was for me and not for you, but so is my life. I have no aspirations that you read this post and think “my god, this man is a genius” though it would be awesome. No, my main hypocrisy is that I feel better than a want, yet I still do.

You think about it, I have to go play some more Resident Evil 4.