ok so here I go again into one of my thoughtful, analytical ramblings. This one might, to some people, be a depressing read, but that isn't what it is meant to be.
Just the other Day, I heard something that automatically sparked my brain. "I'll Never Get Out Of This World Alive". It is so simple yet says everything about life. To some, If/when they heard that, they might become sad, but actually it made me happy to some degree. We are all on the same train. No matter what our Income, Popularity, Or shoe size...we are all going to die eventually. We live this life trying our hardest to branch off into circles of culture and customs but in the end we all end up with the same title. Dead. Then I got to thinking, Maybe it isnt what title we end up with after death, Could it be the kind of legacy we are leaving behind. Is that all we are striving for...to make a name for us. When we leave this world we all want to be part of someones memory. I guess that makes sense because we all know it isnt so we can leave this world with material items in a carry on bag on the plane to kick it with god...or to "roast some marshmallows of doom" with the devil himself. Another thought that branched from that phrase was We all are going to die anyway why not live to the fullest. this is Life, there are no re dos cheat codes or dress rehearsals. Today you will never get back. this very minute that you are sitting here reading my blog...is gone. I feel as if we waste to much time dreading and debating on whether we should do something than actually risk taking. At least If you do take that "risk" for better or for worse your going to have new options to debate on. So many times we are afraid to stand up for what we believe in or make a move in fear of rejection...well whats the worst that can happen... I guess you can die,,thats about all. But then again Im not exactly afraid of Death...for me death isnt something to fear. why fear something that you cannot change. There are two things we are promised in this world One being Taxes and the other death. It shouldnt be something feared. Maybe it is because I have faith in my Religion,,, maybe thats it. I know that after Death, God and I are going to kick it in paradise. but then again I have my own personal spins on how I think God works. If that isnt the most secure feeling please tell me what Is. Hrm...so this leads into the question...What is life. Somedays I feel as if it is some kind of half time show, an intermission. I believe in reincartion always have so maybe this is kind of like a cooling off period. Live for a bit Reincarnated into something somewhere then that ends go back to cooling off period repeat. sounds like the instructions on the back of a shampoo bottle or. are we just waiting for someone else to die so we can fill their shoes somewhere...whoa now thats a thought. I could die today, and tomorrow be born your next male underwear model. Im also the kind of person who believes we are born with an date of death already set. a ticking timer. when it is my time im going to die no matter what Im doing, I could very well be revealing my deepest feelings to someone and midsentence die. Well that would suck for that person lol but it can happen. sitting here right now If it is my time the landing gear from a passenger plane could fall throw my ceiling and crush me. that would be ironic with this blog Im writing but nothing says it cant happen. wow... I must say I think too much but hey it happens yay for blogs I get to share this crazy stuff with anyone who cares to waste their life or be inspired by my Ginnieful thinking Btw...Life is good live it happily laugh often forgive quickly and dont dread what you cant change.
Quotes:
There are more worse things than death, Have you ever tried spending the evening with an insurance salesman- Woody Allen
There is no cure for Birth and Death, So enjoy the inbetween-George Santayana
One Can Survive Everything these days except death and live down everything except a good reputation- osar wilde
my personal favorite The wages of sin is death, but by the time taxes are taken out, its just sort of a tired feeling-Paula Poundstone
hope none of that brought anyone down :-)
