CAN U BE IN LOVE WITH 2 PEOPLE??IF U MARRY 1 OF THOSE 2 PEOPLE CAN U LOVE THEM THE WAY THEY NEED TO BE LOVED WITHOUT HAVING A LINGERING EMOTION FOR THE OTHER?? HEARTBREAK ISNT A STATE OF MIND, ITS A CANCER. IT STARTS IN YOUR MIND AND TAKES OVER YOUR BODY AND INFESTS YOUR SOUL WITH THE VIRUS OF UNWANTING, HURT, AND SORROW. IVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN 3 TIMES THIS WEEK, A FOURTH WOULD ENSURE MY DEMISE ON THIS LONELY PLANET I CALL HOME. I FEEL ALONE WITHOUT N E ONE TO HELP ME. THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT BEINGS IN MY GALAXY ARE TRAVELING AT LIGHTNING SPEEDS FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY FROM ME. WHILE ONE IS DYING THE OTHER HAS GIVEN TWO PEOPLE THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF HIS TEMPLE, HIS HEART. HE ONCE ASKED ME DID I KNOW WAT IT FELT LIKE TO HAVE MY HEART BROKEN. NOW I, OF HEART MIND AND SOUL ASK HIM DO U KNOW WAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE YOUR HEART BROKEN THREE TIMES. I QUESTION IF I CAN GO ON IN THIS ETERNITY CALLED LIFE FULL OF BLACK DEMONS THAT EAT AT MY SOUL. I LONG FOR SOME SORT OF CLOSURE..........HEARTBREAK IS MY CANCER AND IM DYING














