The need to feel beautiful by feeding off of the desire given from someone who poses as attractive creates a false interest in sex to boost self esteem. The twisted line between lust and love is pulled tightly enough to where they essentially become the same thing in most cases. Lust is a yearning, it can lead to love and in contrast, love can lead to lust. Playing tricks on your mind and emotions along with another’s is not an easy game and mostly generates no winners in the end.
Giving in to lies that are dressed up as compliments for a better chance of the words actually succeeding in “getting some” is a horrible habit all in its own. Feeling so used and neglected because the will to stop was overpowered by the hurricane lust for more. Horrible pains creep from joints into muscles and take over stomachs for the self inflicted malediction of feeling “easy”. Having the sensation that being “wanted” is the only way to have a big ego and feel good about ones self. Does the good feeling and carelessness overpower the repercussions of the action?
Falling in love and the feeling of lust are too often confused with each other. If you love someone, you care for them and with lust it is merely a physical attraction and want. That “need” for that person is on a different level than if you loved the person. But for the one who intended on keeping it just lust can be taken by surprise when the brain emotionally attaches without their say so. Continuing a routine with one person based completely on attraction can lead to wondering who that person is with and often triggers jealousy and worries. Unintentionally the person becomes attached to what they were merely attracted to in the beginning. Lust can become an addiction to battle where most are not willing to fight.
In the end, the battle over “needing” someone for two very separate reasons is never ending between love and lust. Lust can hurt more than the one who was the item of attraction, the attracted can fall victim to love. Bad habits die hard, you have to be willing to admit and fight it.
