Insecurity, my most significant flaw. I feel ridiculous when i think about how insecure I am. Ever since I was a little boy, I wanted to be perfected. Hell, I even use to want to be white. If I could I would change everything about myself. I have spent the last 5 years hating myself. Hateing everything about myself. The way I look, my height, my weight, my eyes, everything.There are so many things I should imrove on. I put so much pressure on myself, and I never settle for less. Sometimes, I feel like I should settle. Perhaps I have to high of a standard for myself, or maybe I am just not holding myself accountable for my insecurities. I know I cant be perfect, I am not a fool. But, I still feel like I have to be perfect to even be on the same playing field as everyone else. My biggest insecurity is my race. I have always felt less than. I have always felt like people of my own race dont like me. People from different races dont like me, Im not a likeable person, however I think I know why. What makes me angry, is that I feel like people dislike me for the wrong reasons.
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you shouldn;t feel insecure about the physical features. you are born with them and should love them, for they are what make you who you are. i am over weight and hate it. that is the only thing i dislike about my physical features. i have also learned not to care about what people think of you. their opinion really doesn't matter. it is your own opinion that matters. let them talk, they are only making you famous. the likeable factor is common with me. i tend to push people away after awhile but that is because i get to emotionally attrached to things. that is something i need to work on.
if you want someone to talk to, just message me :]]