December seems to be the month I'm waiting on and sadly its not for something as simple as Christmas. I'm not waiting for shopping, sales, family members, holiday parties or dinners... I'm waiting on the man I know I'm inlove with to come home. I havent seen him since September 22 2006. Its straining to know that a year ago things were fine, nothing seemed as though it could come between us... well wasnt that a lie. I supose war and seperation bring out the truth in some people. I'm not sure what to do since he told me to "back off" from all my future talk.. I'm apparently not aloud to bring up the words relating to kids, family, marrige, or commitment. But what I am aloud to talk about are all the things we can do once we're with one another... which I only get a few days after a year of nothing. Im worried that I wont even get those 4 days since when it comes to us things always go the way we dont want. I'm not sure how I'm supose to feel when I know all the things i've told him an how my heart feels.. but hes not sure what he wants and thats leaving me waiting.. even more So I'm waiting for December...
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War can certainly change a person; he may just need some time to readjust back into previous relationships and just life in general. But when he returns, you may find that you have changed too. If your feelings are still the same and he still loves you, only time can bring you back together. Just make sure that you hold out for someone who is going to love you and no other.
Bekka Joy