This is my first blog and I dont know exactly what to write. Im just going to say a little about myself. Im a 17 year old girl. I am looking for scholarships and i am junior in high school. Im in a point in my life where im not a kid and people are just starting to figure that out. I have had my heart broken by many things in my life including love, jobs, and my future. Things happen and im learning to deal with them. right now im getting to the end of one chapter in my life and ready to move onto the next. College. Im excited, nervous, sad, and all around freaked out...about everything. Its so strange how things can happend in just one moment when you least expect them too. One moment you have no idea what you want to do with the rest of your life, and all of a sudden BAM! there it is. Your dream school, your dream job. The only thing left to do is to figure out a way to get there.
It is also so strange how a problem in your life can fix itself so fast you dont even know what happend. I mean you want it to be fixed, and if that problem was gone then you could live your life so much more simply, but when the "problem" you once thought would never fix itself does, then you are left alone because you realized that that problem you once had was the one thing that kept you together. How can something that is so much pain and something you didnt want for so long, turn into the one thing you would do anything to have again? lifes funny that way isn't it.
Not bad for a first blog in my opinion. At least you have some good ideas in here, not just all personal stuff. As for the blogging aspect, good luck, I hope you come to love Pro U as much as I do. And as for your content...
I just graduated last week and it's one of the best and scariest things that has ever happened to me, but life will sort itself out, trust me.
You are just getting to the hard part, but to me it's been pretty good too. You'll be okay.
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Do you find it odd that you are not as strong as you once thought?
im ahead in everything to do with applying and all that but im still scared about the emotional stuff! im trying to go to a college five states away!! ahh. im scared but i still have one year to make the best of it. =]
Don't stress about it, you'll be fine. I'm going out of state too, and I think that's more exciting. As for the getting ahead, it's good to have that jump on other people, you can get better scholarships and if you apply early your chances of being accepted are often better. I only applied to the school that I'm going to.
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Do you find it odd that you are not as strong as you once thought?
thats good. yeah i am going to apply to 4 but i know where my dream school is. the other 3 are just back ups. im just anxious to get there lol =]
Well, if you don't mind my asking, where is your dream school? I'm glad I didn't end up applying to other schools because I know that there is one that would have been really cheap for me and if I would have applied there it's where I would've gone which would be bad because my ex goes there, or did, he got kicked out. But I got into Bradley and with a good chunk of it paid for so that's all that matters, I'm sure you'll be fine.
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Do you find it odd that you are not as strong as you once thought?
oo thats good that everything worked out. but yeah sucks that ur ex went where you almost went. my dream school is the University of Findlay. =]]]]]
Uh yeah it does suck. I have no idea about that school at all!
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Do you find it odd that you are not as strong as you once thought?
oh well its a really good school. it has to do with horses. lol
I used to love horses!!! lol
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Do you find it odd that you are not as strong as you once thought?
yeah they are pretty much my life. lol