How do teenage girls handle problems and face society today?

Last Night
By: Ashia "Carmella" Williams

I'm in love with someone who...loves me, blinded my sight because its plain to see I'm in love with a guy who only....loves me

I made a mistake to make my Best Friend my boyfriend because when I lost one I lost them both

You see to him i can express my feelings, as for listening...He is always willing, even if it takes eternity

We sit in the parking garage and talk for hours alone, I was afraid and didn't want to go home, detaching ourselves from the world but looking down on it...thinking about life, all the heartache pain and strife

I want nothing more but to be happy...but that's the deception because in everyone else's perception, all they see is perfection.

There's no room for mistakes, I'm living the life my mom couldn't...the one she's planned for me....trying to make her happy constanly but that not always best for me, I'm just being the best that I can be

I can't complain because she thinks I'm saying she's an "unfit" mother but she doesn't know i wouldn't trade her in for another

I'm forced to live to such high expectations...sadly its ruining my relations, not just with her with everyone

I understand that everyone can't be happy because one's happiness may depend on anothers misery....He's with her now guess it just wasn't meant to be

But he's the only one who wont criticize, but what he fails to realize is....He's what makes me happy, because with him i can forget all troubles

We've both lost ppl closest to us so we rely on one another...He's my Best Friend like a Brother, but is that what i want? definately what i need...at times he's the motivation that forces me to succeed.

He says he's sorry for hurting me in the past, he never stop liking me only hid the feelings....I listen yet at times I'm confused....One tear away from hating him one text away from dating him

When I rested on his shoulder everything seemed it would be ok...Now yesterdays gone and I'm faced with today

still they don't understand...

imprisoned in her own captivity trying to find the girl that lies within

she lost the one most closest to her…and acted as though she wasn’t affected
but under her Smiles and Laughter, her body she neglected

So she cuts away to ease the pain
Now the blood is dripping and pouring like rain

It’s not long before she realizes this isn’t the right solution
But now the scars are stuck forever never to gain it retribution

So when emotions are more than I can bear i look to God because I know he'll always be there...

See, no journey to success is going to be straight they say
The deeper the trials the greater the success
When things get hard push harder never regress

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