relationships: when you know when its over but ..we're still here

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its amazing. the way people can find each other and then from that moment on they are connected.
love. love story. how does it work? how do you make it work? how do you know its real?

does it mean anything when you have been together for five years?
have lived together for a year
have died for one another when its just too much
secretly saw each other when it was so wrong it was right
when does the love end?
when will love not be enough?
what happens when you make a mistake and think you love someone else?
does it really mean that you aren't in love in the first place?
when your parents keep telling you how much of a failure you are
does it change things when you try to see the world?
the outside of being in love?
can you fall out of love?
what made marriage last so long decades ago?
do women really have a wifely duty of pleasuring her man when he wants
how does a woman cope with a controlling but loyal man?
and what happens when you cry out to him and he's not there to catch you when you fall?
what do you do when he isn't interested in if you're ok
how are you supposed to react when he constantly does what he wants
what do you do when everything is your fault
what do you do when everything is your responsibility
why can't he change
why can't things go back to the beginning?
why can't he love me as much as he used to?
does it mean that he is bored
does it mean that he isn't proud to make you his forever partner?
when does common-law marriage activate?

i ask myself a thousand questions everyday. very similar to the ones stated. i wonder
i wonder
i keep wondering...
what does the future have for us? how long will this last (like this)?
i keep thinking to myself, why is he acting in this way?
what can i possibly do to change myself to be better?
to be good enough. to be attractive again.
to make him love me like he used to.

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