Here it is, my very first blog entry ever. I don't know if anyone will care about it, or read it, but I feel like I have to get this idea off my chest. It's something I've been thinking about non stop for the past few months. Brace yourselves, it's a doosey.
I think I'm bisexual.
There, I said it. I think I like women, as well as men of course. I am realizing that we are the most beautiful creatures. We are soft and sweet, feminine and powerful. I wonder what it's like to kiss a woman, to touch one. I can only imagine that it is fantastic, I mean men seem to really be crazy about it.
I am not sure if I should just go for it. I mean, why not just give it a try and see what it's like? I guess I just never thought that I would ever do anything with a girl. I mean, I am so attracted to men. Lately they've just been really unappealing. Not to bash any of you men out there, but seriously. Why must you only have sex on your mind. It's not like women don't think about sex, but I'd be much more attracted to a man whose first thought, no strike that, whose first pronounced thought is something other than his want to see me without a shirt on. I am so much more than big boobs. I have wonderful ideas and a sweet personality.
I guess I'm just hoping that a woman would appreciate that first, before the sex part.
Am I wrong?
I think you're only wrong in your generalization of men.
However, I strongly support you own sexual/sensual exploration. I personally don't believe in the idea of 'gender' or 'sexuality' inasmuch as they limit and categorize. Every person is an individual and thus subject to their own aesthetic tastes. I think if you explore far enough, you'll realize that individual sexuality and gender is by no means limited to the genitalia a person has.
--Mike
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--Mike
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We need a ROFL emoticon because the way you toss that in after the fact cracked me up.
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I respect you for posting this on the internet. I don't think it's crazy at all... and really, I agree with you on your generalization of men. Not that all men are like this... just maybe the ones that I encounter. I thought that I was bisexual too but once I tried it out, I realized I wasn't. Don't be afraid to experiment though. That's what life is all about -- taking risks!
look everytime i hear a girl breaks up with her POS boyfriend(not saying you did) and has this damn" all men just think about sex and dont think of me as a person" phase. What are you asking for? if a man were not interested in having sex with you then he would just be a friend, so are you saying men are not capable of being friends? of course your not, because if that were the issue you wouldn't be talking about having sex with women. so what is it. i'll tell you there is nothing more amazing then holding a woman in your arms. waking to find her lying in you arm and thinking "how is it that god could make such a beautiful creature just for me" if you believe that sort of thing. it is by far the most incredible feeling ive ever had like your falling but falling is the only thing you've ever wanted to do your whole life. but if thats what you want then how are you any less perverted then the men you condemn. i'll tell you i have tried to be "that guy" that the girls want. but the truth of it is while i dont consider myself an ugly man, i am definatly not what you would call attractive. i feel a little to old mentally for my age, but they dont care about my personality, dont care about the i feel for them, even if it just the short term love you get, kind of like a crush. but i have seen how women pretend that they dont want sex, that they just want someone to hold and actualy care for them. but the truth is you want someone that YOU want to have sex with that doesn't want to have sex all the time. you want someone with some mental capasity and love for you. maybe not commitally but someone who cares. and in turn you want them to be beautiful. the only problem is that someone like that is very rare. the other option, and one that many women have used on me in the past, is to intice a man into caring for you. bring him to the point where he'll do anything you want and the care he has for you burns inside him untill he wants nothing more but to see you smile. then you can go and get your hunk of a boyfriends and skrew his brains out while your mindless drone waits for the next time he can please you. do yourself a favor, find out who you truly are. you go find a guy. im not saying a nerd, im not saying a reject. im saying a guy that while he may not be the most desirable, the hottest dude on the block he is a man who deserves a good girl. you go find him and actually start whatever form of relationship you can. make sure he's nice and sweet. im not saying have sex with him but try to care for him. if you cant do this then i guess you've answered your question about whether or not your bi, you are because you care mostly about the physical aspects of someone than their personality or character. im not saying thats bad. almost everyone judges their mate by attractiveness. survival of the fittest type thing (>
wow you have me writing more ramblings to you than in my blogs
I totally get what you're saying, which is why I tried to explain that it is not a man that does not want sex that I want, rather one who shows me that he can want more. I really don't know what I am looking for, I suppose I'm confused. But I really appreciate your heartfelt/well thought out response to my post.
WOW I really agree with that last comment. I am a woman and have bashed men for only wanting sex until I found my man who, yes wants sex(DUH) but not enough to take advantage of me, loves me for me. He has told me exactly what this last man said. Women want sex just as much as men but do not express it as openly as men do. So basically we are all hypocrites. Tell him that yes you want sex also but you don't want to comstantly hear about it. He's out there. Don't give up. I agree with the statement about not going for the hottest man out there. They tend to be quite egotistical and therefore think every woman on the planet wants to have sex with them. Find a man who is humble and would be honored to have sex with you. I believe homosexuality is morally wrong. That is just my belief though.
I agree with you. I think society is very pin-pointed on having one set gender preference. Some people think bisexuality is about not being able to 'pick a team', but I disagree whole-heartedly. I think it's expressing who you REALLY are, which is most important in life...I mean, if you are truly living your life the way you want to live it, then you shouldn't answer to anyone else, nor have to live up to their standards. Life is about taking chances and learning who you truly are, so I say step up and take a chance...you have nothing to lose and much to gain.
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