I can imagine a relationship with a dominant type guy, but it kind of turns me on at the same time that it renders me NO CONTROL and essentially BEGS me to runaway, although I can't. (Not something I'd REALLY want, unless I could create some sort of control over him, no taking over, its just jealousy)
Here are the details:
We are in the same room together in our house. The man is some sort of thuggish type guy only he does it in a more European fashion, so he doesn't want to be called a thug, or even an outlaw. He just wants to take over with his illegal operations. Matter of fact, he knows (just in the same manner that they all do) that the only way to really get into the money market or change politics is to go underground and create a business doing something that isn't legal. Break down the walls, change the system, become untouchable, and then let everyone know you were the one to do it.
I know this about him and he forces me to accept it, whether I like it or not. He has exerted so much psyhological control over me in all his dealing with me directly or through his friends, comrads, and paid thugs that its broken me down to the point that I can no longer get angry and say I hate him, and I'm too afraid to run from him. Although I find it my duty to resist him, he's made it so I can find no way to do it, at least safely.
So as he approaches me in that room, I look at him with a different sort of lust then usual, this is a lust of survival. This man holds my life in his hands, and he wants me at this moment, so submit to him, intimately. I have feel the drive and the need, but this drive is now based in survival. Instead of the normal lazy lust hypnosis. its now an alert wetness that succombs to whatever he'd have do for him.
SCAREY!!!! But it happens. Some people actually think that the nature is supposed to work that way. They call it an easy lust and say that type makes the man get the woman to work properly. They say that's the kind of lust that propels her to cook and clean and take care of household things, etc.
I think it's appealing, and scary all at once. What do YOU think? Does that propel a woman, or is it something more, or just something else?
Also, what if this was a woman stuck in some foreign enemy camp and this is what the enemy does to her, what tactics can she learn to break the spell, or would the US just let her go at that point? OR, would she have some other coping mechanism automatically instilled?
Lotsa love,
-Wildrose
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