I constantly think about this guy that I dated. It was the most serious relationship that I have ever been in. He was some one that I really thought I could be with for the rest of my life. Him having to move away is so sad to think about. I miss him so much. I can't get him out of my mind. I know that there were things that I could have doen to prevent things from occuring and I regret all the mistakes that I made and I wish that I could go back and change it. Of course I can't do that.
I constantly think about him eve when I try to not thik about him but I guess you can figure how well that is going. Some how he pops into my head and I thikn about all our memories. How can I get him back if there's even a way. I want to call him but my heart starts beating fast just like the first time him and I started dating. I get all nervous and hesitate to dial the number. I love him so much no one has ever cared for me the way he has. I guess that's why it's so hard to let go. My friends try to help me out. My friend Jessica tells me that we haven't completely broken up, but that him and I are on a "break". I don't really want things to get mixed up with what I want and what is reality.
It's tough to move on from him. I tell myself not to let go. I really can't bare to think about any other guy or being with any one else. Just him. Is that a bad thing? Is it really love what I am feeling? I don't want to give up. Really what am I supposed to do?
I try to be strong and not cry even though I constantly want to. I feel that crying shows sign of weakness. I know that it's normal for people to cry. But that's just me. I hold back as much as I possibly can. I don't really want peole to know what I am going because I am a type of person that likes to keep to myself. I don't go around school or work putting out my business. I only trust certain people to know what is really going on in my life. The biggest thing is the fact that my parents don't really like him but what am I supposed to do with that situation? Do I continue to have these feelings regardless what others (which include my parents) think? It's driving me crazy because it's like I pull myself one direction and another dealing with certain things that involve him. Even now as I think about him and our good times I want to cry. It's insane!!
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I think the best way to get over him is to find a distraction. Try it for a week. If you go to school, focus on it more than ever. Of start volunteering for things in your community, interacting with other people will easily make you cheer up and distract you from him.
I don't want you to start dating him behind your parents. At the same time, I want you to do whatever will make you happy. People will always have opinions. Are you going to let that determine what you should do and who you should love for the rest of your life? It's hard, I know. How is he feeling about the whole thing? It wasn't necessary to break up because one of you is going away. Keep your chin up. Good luck. From someone who cares.
Honestly I don't really know what he is feeling because him and I haven't really been ab;e to talk. SO many things have come up with it being my senior year and all. It's crazy. Thanks for your advice and it is something that is very difficult to deicde. The only thing I hope and pray is that I can make the right decision you know? Thank you for taking hte time to read my blg and respond ti it. It's great to get feed back on things!!
Well you said he moved away right?
-- You might need to trust your brain and not your heart. If there wont be a chance you need to find that out.
It is okay to cry. Crying does help trust me. it is okay to cry
Everything happens for a reason. Trust me it does
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well, it might be love, or it might be not. who knows, really?
from my opinion, i think you should try your best to not think of him.
i mean, if it's meant to be, he will come back. you don't have to be the one suffering from longing for him..
keep yourself busy, happy. surround yourself with friends. don't let this feeling control you..
"people fall in love with smiles, not frowns."
i agree with a person who said that you need a distraction. i know if this is true, but i heard to get over someone you need to date soemone completely different from your ex. And if u really cant find anyone you like, maybe you should call him... y not? its not liek you've stopped beeing friends or anything...