I jump to quick so my heart still hurts from the only 2.
I didn't want anyone to see the pain so I hid behind the next.
Now I'm done hiding.
I'm admiting to the world that I was hurt and I am afraid to be hurt again.
I've been holding back from people that I shouldn't hold back from.
I've been leaning toward something that could make me better...but I'm afraid to say so
I'm afraid because the pieces aren't all back on my heart yet. A few were lost along the
way and I must replace them by admitting why I'm afraid.
I'm afraid because I don't want to be hurt...but we all must feel it at one point in life.
I'm afraid because...
I'm afraid becaue someone may look at me different.
I come off strong and powerful but I'm sensitive as well.
Now that I've told the world....My heart is pieced back and I'm not afraid just tempted.
Sorry you're afraid, I'm afraid too. But I'm still hiding. I'm not as strong as people think I am. I see myself as a failure. But, that's besides the point. I know your feeling. I know that pain. Hold on, it'll get better...
And this same progeny of evils comes from our debate, from our dissension; We are their parents and original. -- A Midsummer Night's Dream Act II, Scene I, Lines 115-117
What are we hiding from again?
Love....obviously....
~*~THE LOVELY ONE~*~
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Oh. Yeah. I am hiding from love too. I hope it doesn't find me yet. I;m not ready for it. Thats exactly how I would describe the situation. Hiding from love. I am not dating right now because I am 17 and I know that I am not going to get married any time soon, so why date when both of you know that you will break up eventually? I want to give my husband my whole heart, all my love, not just parts and pieces of what is leftover.
I just turned 18, and I'm ready to get married now. It's a total preference thing. But that's besides the point. I'm hiding from love in a different way (I'm already engaged). I'm hiding from my ex who destroyed me before my fiancée now. And I'm hiding from the world
And this same progeny of evils comes from our debate, from our dissension; We are their parents and original. -- A Midsummer Night's Dream Act II, Scene I, Lines 115-117
Oh, that's another good way to see it. Congratulations on your engagement and I hope that you don't have to hide from your ex anymore, in a sense. I hope that your husband will be your strength and will encourage and help you become strong. How old is your fiancee?
it's... complicated... uh... go to my blog "Southern Heat" to kinda see why I'm afraid of my ex. Yes, he gives me strength and all, but my ex is just very scary. You have no idea...
And this same progeny of evils comes from our debate, from our dissension; We are their parents and original. -- A Midsummer Night's Dream Act II, Scene I, Lines 115-117
It's good to let your feelings out. Being afraid won't last forever. I'm always afraid...of life. It sucks. I suffer from major depression. But it'll get better.. Just take it one day at a time.
Krystella, 17 years old.
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