what's wrong with my life...aka what's wrong with the world

Well. This is my first blog. And I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to be talking about but what I really FEEL like talking about is my life. Where to begin. Let's start with mommy dearest. Or shall I say STEP-mommy dearest. Since in this case I'm referring to my stepmom. Not my real mom. who is a completely different story. Anyone reading this may wonder the relevance my stepmom has to the rest of the world. well....not much actually. BUT. she is a perfect example of why America is so screwed over today. It's because of how messed up our families are these days. It all starts in the home people. We need better government sure. Public education sucks definitely. But reform those and you still get gang violence, you still get suicide, drug addictions, rape, violence...whatever. The core of the problem is what needs to be fixed. And the core of the problem is all the mommies and daddies out there that should NEVER have become parents because all they're really good at is fucking up their children. My stepmom has never physically hurt me. she threw a dust pan at me once but hey, no big deal right. She always fed me and clothed me and got me birthday presents and whatever so why am I complaining so much about her right? Well...there is such thing as emotional abuse. mental abuse. It's real and the facts are it hurts. When the person who is supposed to be your own mother takes a gun and shoves it into your hand and tells you to shoot her and kill her because that's what she knows you want...well...it kinda messes with you. That's just one small example. But my real point is....if you can't be a great person for your kids...if you can't always be there for them and be able to love them and take care of them to the very highest of standards...don't have children. If you wanna hurt someone, then hurt yourself....How people treat other people. That's what it's REALLY about.