Why does it always seem like once you've found something good, it disappears? You find the one thing that makes you happy, but you can't have it.
Do you hang on and be happy with everything you have, or do you let it go so things will be easier in the future? After all, you do know that at some point you'll have to let go.
But does it have to be now? It's kinda like asking yourself 'Would I rather be miserable now or later?,' isn't it?
But right now, at this very moment, you are happy; the happiest you've been in a really, really long time. You have something to look forward to; something that always brightens your day and puts a smile on your face.
But you can't stop thinking about how you know you're going to end up getting hurt and that you are going to hurt someone else even more. But you don't want to hurt anyone else. You care so much; more than anyone could possibly imagine. Would it be better for someone else if you just give it up?
How could you possibly give up the one thing that makes you truly and honestly happy? You couldn't, could you? No.
But the circumstances. They won't change, they can't change. You don't expect them to. But they're still there.
You don't want to let go, you can't. You're happy.
What do you do?
Wash your eyeliner off?
Hey, happy is now. A different happiness is later. So just dig it while you can.
That's an old picture. I'm going to change it.
And I understand that now. You have to be happy in this moment to be happy in the future. It's all intertwined.
H.
"Wash your eyeliner off"
That's a pretty rude comment... I mean, you don't even know her.