Well today today started off good, I was going to go to the school and work on a project. So I walked out the door went to go get the mail and on the way there get a call from someone in the group that no one was there and she was leaving. So this makes me upset, then i check the mail and have letters from my family and Vivi.
SAD:
Because i am already discouraged with school and now this is just another project to add to the stupid list
Because I miss everyone so much and these letters make me miss more
Because i read these letters and realize I never showed how much I really cared about anyone
Because my little sister writes me a birthday card saying,
Hey big tiss, wat up. I miss you ton's and I hope you have a great B-Day. I wish I could be there to spend it with you. I regret that I never told you everyday how much you mean to me, face to face and now I can't do that, Only over the phone, but it's not the same. I'm sorry I never accepted Matt it's just scared me a little it was a sign that we were are growing apart, And it still brings tears to my eyes when I think of you and Matt together you were my sister that I played with and shared so many memories and I guess in a way I thought he was going to take you away. I worry about you everyday out there in a big city all alone. I love you sooo much and there isn't a day I don't think of you. I can't wait to see you on x-mas. I can't wait to see you period! Thinking of you always and keeping you in my heart 4 ever & ever. Love your Lil Tiss, salie
Because I feel all this is my fault and I shouldv'e said something. After reading all these I was sad and happy, so much that they made me cry. :(
HAPPY:
Because they made me laugh at the same time
Because Vivi made her package an obstacle and it made me laugh, thanks
Because I never heard these things from my sister.
Because I know that I have the greatest friends family and boyfriend
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I could so wish I would get the same from my siblings. We are not so close in conversation nor presenting gifts. It must be an Asian thing...
I alway try yo make everyone happy. Especially my mother. When I see her sad I go right away and get her a Mothers Day Gift Basket even if it`s not Mother`s Day or her birthday. I light up her day doing this. But i do this every time, no exceptions.