[I want to hold you close]
Sometimes you have to step back and look at the past few moments laid out in front of you. You have to realize you're not the only person someone knows, did know, or wants to know. You have to make yourself stop reading into things and give up on lost causes. You have to take their word and trust them and believe there is nothing below the surface...even when your mind is screaming something completely different. Let go and forget about it.
[Soft breath, beating heart]
Sometimes you have to act like a complete jerk to make yourself feel okay again. Even if only you notice it, you still know what you're thinking and you still put yourself up too high. Only a small dose can do plenty of good.
[As I whisper in your ear]
You know you're changing when your moods and thoughts change like currents. When your opinions never change but everything around them does. When your attitude switches gears in your head while you're all alone. When nothing feels real. When your all alone but all together at the same time. When you're trying to make sense of everything.
[I want to tear you apart]
What do you do? Wait
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