I went to the beach the other day and sat there for a little while thinking about everything that has happend in the last few weeks. When I realized that being at the beach that night was me in my element. The waves, the wind, the rocks, the sun. I realized that those elements in nature are me. Waves in the ocean are always getting rough, but eventually they end up calming themselves. Just like how people always end up in some rocky situations, these situations usually have ways of working themselves out. The wind has to find its ways around or through buildings and obstacles like a problem people always have to find ways to get past it. The rocks build up over long periods of time like people being put down they begin to build a wall and not allow people to get in. and the Sun shining bright every day and people seeing it all the time. But then the moon comes out at night and the sun goes down, and not too many people see the moon for what it really is. Your probably wondering how is this like me? Well like things going on the last few weeks, my life has gotten pretty rough, but i found some ways around these problems. I realize now that I had built a wall keeping the people around me from seeing the other side of me. I let the things that someone said to me put me down, and i began to build a wall. Because i figured if I didnt let people in I wouldnt get hurt. I am a joking person and i tend to love to make fun, and crack jokes. My personality is actually quite bright. But what i dont let people see is the sensitive side to me. I was so afraid of getting hurt that i didnt allow myself to show all sides of my personality. Now i realize that is my down fall. Like Ocean waves beating on rocks and eventually eroding them away. I need to let my rocky situations knock down my wall, and allow people to see the real me. Not everyone is out there to hurt me, and that is something i now see. A new chapter is begining and i look forward to showing people the real me.
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