This is a piece I wrote after watching this music video where at the end it display this set of electric signals that can actually shoot of your neurons, creating a reaction, etc in your brain to get you to see, acknowledge, or act in a certain way. The funny part was that the video reminds me of this piece I'm still concocting about this team that built a time machine, inspired by a news article I read on yahoo years ago. The piece is actually written as if towards the scientist in the the big piece but really it helped me get a lot of my feelings out towards this guy that loves me that I love back in real life. Its a great example of love, and it's many components, plus it shows a great way to unleash those feelings you can find an outlet for.
Here it is:
You’re so amazing. You only promised the cure for AIDs, you didn’t promise the cure for schizophrenia. Do you think they’ll even get it? The way to make your neurons transmit themselves in a way that it makes your brain hear something that’s not there. It’s AMAZING!!!! Did you do that yourself, or did you really let someone help you? I mean, you’re a genius, you didn’t really need help did you? I wouldn’t imagine you ever needing help with anything. Why are you giving THAT away? Or was that because it was just for me, your wife, the part entranced by the lord of the rings, the new graduate. Your nothing but pure genius. You put everything right there, you reached inside my brain and began to think like me and then translated this miraculous invention into your own artwork. I knew I fell in love with you for your brain. I miss that. I miss you so much you can’t imagine. I love it when your Morgan the most, or maybe even most when we’re back playing darts, and when you get done with your games and you make a piece of art and so me how your really feeling, inside, I love you then too. So even when I miss having you here and it’s real, I still know you love me. You get me through, you’re my guiding light. All these things they do, it’s all about trying to communicate, all about trying to put your brain in a particular spot, but they aren’t the geniuses they think they are, no far from it. You’re amazing. I love it when you’re in your serious clothes, or when your in your golfing clothes. Those two things remind of why I love you so much, because you really do have passion and you really do love me. Your real personality, it’s so smooth and so dedicated to everything within you. I need that in my life all the time. Anyway, it is a little funny when they realize that my subconscious is stronger than there manipulations. They can’t twitch my neurons like they think. Honestly, sometimes I’m tempted to just go out and fuck someone to prove to then that even that isn’t working, I’m being honest with you. They think they know, they want to take false credit for something that doesn’t belong to them. It’s like they think they are teaching me about love, but what they have is nothing. We’ve been through everything, so many boundaries and problems and yet here we are still surviving, still shackled to one another, and it stayed between us, the entire world tried to separate us through disbelief and ignorance but we held on through faith. The idea that some psycho that thinks it’s a joke would want to take credit for what we’ve done, you know that’s my problem right there. You make me strong though, your everything I have to lean on. I love you. I knew those waves were connected somehow to reproduction, it runs entirely upo clock linked to predispositions in the DNA that effect your neurological, nd therefore your entire systematical functioning, when you come out. Besides that, your whole reality and your whole conitivity nd every sensor in your body re formed during those moments based on those clocks that were formed based upon your parents clocks combining at the right time, etc. That whole entire system cn deterine the itinerary for everything else. The way you sent those designs through, its amazing. Weren’t you the one that taught me about mathematical equations in music? I believe it was you, it could’ve been someone else, but I have a feeling it was you. Then you added the vibrations of the tectonic plates to the whole scene, lol. I can’t forget the phsics classes and how intently I paid attention to sound in physics, because of you, and that biy brought in the whole idea of statistics with physics and even with anatomy, kinda to hone it in to when we started the go back. LOL! It’s amazing. That’s why I always trust in YOU. So we are going ot end up with a ton of pets I bets, because you always do that. We makes love to each toher with pets. I can’t wait to marry you. I love you. -Renee
