dark cold night: as in, last night.

last night was the best night in a long time in terms of my social life.

im hunching over and empty-stomached. but not hungry.

my bf and i had a bit of a party last night. it wasnt too crowed here in our house but it was really some fun for me.

i didnt care what anyone thought of me after a couple of drags and a few beers. i was over-intoxicated for what i had consumed. a few different groups of people came. my friends. his friends. it was a blast. i danced and spun in circles in my mind and wanted to vomit but all was well. we went for a spin after a few people got here to scoop up some other friends.

there was an empty living room with loud music and strobes and blacklights. we set it up quite nicely. i liked it. and the best part was that there was no fight! we had some great rules. too. it was so chilly though!!

man i was wasted! i kept saying things like, "im so glad youre here" and "omg" ...it was silly.

everyone was sober except for me. i mean, none of my friends were drunk. but i made everyone dance anyways. i changed like 4 times. i cant find our camera either! we had some photos too! i am pissed.

but, i cleaned today and felt rather good about the weekend.

i think i need to brush my teeth. i am also quite sleepy. yawning and closing my eyes.

i would like to apply to another school in the city. we will see what happens. i need to get out of here.

i was just on a few of my top-rated INSPIRING artists'websites.it made me completely feel like a crackhead. im not doing anything! i want to start actually making things. collages. and taking photos.

i need to get my flash back from my friend. lame. i totally forgot. but, i have an idea for a book. i cant disclose it now because my agent will get angered.

SO

 if you had a crazy night last night..cheers!!

with love & squalor

vny

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