I heard many times that the definition of insanity is doing things the same way, but expecting different results.
If that is the case, then I guess I'm guilty.
I often find myselfdoing the same things, going about hings the same old way. But thinking this time, for some strange reason will actually be different. Honestly, deep down inside, I know that things are not going to change, but I keep looking forward for it to change anyway.
Now that I just wrote it, that really does sound insane.
When I take a minute and think about it. How can anything change if it has no reason to? I look at it this way. It's like a child.
If your child does something wrong. He or she does not know any better. That's why you are there to be a parent and to guide. Say for instance your child takes a permanent marker and write on the wall. You get upset and it is noticeable in your face, but you don't say anything to your child. The next two days he/she does the same. Then on the fourth day it stops.
Then again on the fifth day your child writes on the wall once again. And once again you are upset and it is noticeable in your face. Once again you say nothing. You do nothing.
This is my point if change is ever going to come, action must be taken. You can not just want for things to be different or better, you have to make it better. A plan of action must be made and excuted.
So this is what I must do, I can no longer keep thinking that this time things will be different. I will actively find ways to make things different. Then and only then will I be SANE!
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