I have never been athletic or very strong but there have been times when I could run for miles and do push ups until doom’s day; this is not one of those times. I barely leave the house and almost never exercise. My legs are numb and have almost no sign of muscle. I cannot even begin to describe where my four-pack went. For three years of high school I wrestled, I was never that good but it kept me in shape: really good shape.
During the off season I would run somewhat and lift some weights just out of the fear that next season I would walk in out of shape and have my ass handed to me. Now that high school is done I won’t be wrestling in college and I now longer have to worry about getting my ass handed to me(or do I? hmm…). I was never very strong or ‘buff’ as stated earlier but I was lean and toned. I’m still lean just not toned, 6’1” 148lb.
Fascinating. After writing this much I have become more aware of how pathetic my complaint is. What a bum I am, “oh, I’m lazy. My legs are going soft” Geez, I can really be an asshole.
I think tonight I’m gonna go to bed before midnight, wake early and go for a jog around my neighborhood.
The following is an argument from my brain.
“Well of course you should go for a jog! I can’t believe I have to be associated with such a lazy mofo”
“Hey, you’re the one who wanted to stay up to 5:00 a.m. last Thursday!”
“No I’m not!”
“You’re not? Then which one of internal monologues wanted to do that?”
“It was me! Mr. LazyTeenager! I’m the reason why we stayed up till dawn and the reason why we don’t have a job! MAHAHAHA!”
“Sonofabitch!”
“That’s right, now that we got into college I’m running the show”
“Not on my watch you greasy faced punk!”
“Oh not its…”
“Mr. Ambition to the rescue!”
“Stay away from me Ambition I have no beef with you!”
“Oh yes you do.”
“Get’em Ambition! Kick his ass!”
“Silence Sloth and Complaint, or your next!”
“Sorry” echoed.
“NO stay back! What are you going to do to me Ambition?”
“First I’m gonna stomp your face in, then I’m gonna become an engineer, manage my portfolio, find a nice girl to be with, and then maybe law school.”
“Wow, you are ambitious.”
“That’s right, no hold still this is gonna hurt”
*STOMP*CRUSH*CRUNCH*STOMP*
The alternative title was "I bitch about being lazy while losing my mind"
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You have to make a commitment. My problem is procrastionation. I have started to work on it because I want to get toned and lose weight as well. I think you just got a case of the "fuck its". I would make a commitment and get toned for yourself not because you don't have to anymore.
http://www.progressiveu.org/032913-lupus-uncureable-wait-what
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First of all, I wish I could have that cool of an internal monologue. That would keep me entertained for hours. Second, I think you should go on a jog in the morning. It would totally make you feel good tomorrow. Lastly, I know how you feel. It sucks falling out of shape. Im always really muscular, what I hate is that I'm not toned and Im losing flexibility. But what I have learned through my fitness journey is to love my body, and what it does for me. I think everybody should have that respect for themselves...it helps.
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As a matter of fact I did go jogging this morning and feel much better.
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