I'm throwing away all my underwear!

Thats right! Im throwing away all my underwear. Also my perfume, my cute bras and that red sox sweatshirt. you know why? Because all these things make me think of you. Do you know how hard it is to put on perfume that reminds me of that time we went to boston to the fancy french resturant? (even though i hated everything there and all you did was take pics of cars with MY phone) or to wear the sweat shirt that i wore so many times going over your house just to cuddle? Do i even have to mention the underwear thing? well thats it they are all GONE! along with all the memories of you. YOU! gahhhhhhhhhh! how come i cant let it go. you let it go. you let it all go. everything that reminds me of you i have to give up. what next i go blind because i saw you with MY eyes? You kept all my stuff. How dare you? I want it back! I want my shirt back that edwin gave me for X-mas freshmen year that says "I'm happy" or some stupid lame thing like that. Also i want my sox back that you TOOK from me. Blah! you...Blah!

You know what else i hate? (Because as long as im ranting about stuff ill rant about this) i hate when people need to put you down to make themselves feel better. Everyone gossips... I'm not gonna lie... i do it too. but when i tell someone the truth about something EVERYONE knows about them... then they shouldnt come back saying well all you do is Blah Blah Blah. Well... get a life, and get out of mine. Yeah i talk about that blah blah blah stuff because its important to me. But YOU, all YOU do is brag about stuff that YOU can NOT do! no you cant do it. ok get over yourself... your not the best at something. boohoo. =[

Ok im venting... i know.. but your reading, which means that my life is somewhat interesting. (ok if only like 1 person reads this and it happens to be my friend because i told her to then.. well then ill be very sad). ok im done venting i swear.

I just realized that i talk about "name we shall not speak of" every time that i write a blog. wow... how sad is that? ok well from now on im over him (hence the first paragraph), and so now i have no excuse to talk about him. I feel another BLAH is nessessary right here. BLAHHH!!! (oh yeah thats right, 3 H's)

Alrighty. Im going to end this slightly agrviating and uninteresting blog with talking about tomorrow. i have 2 finals. blah (yet again) and im really, really, REALLY not ready for them. but hopefully i will do well. =/ ook please hope for me too.

well thanks for reading... if you got this far. im going to go not study because im just THAT cool. and just for your please...

BLAH!

lol i felt it was nessessary...agian. =]