whenever someone posts one of those
Kiss her hug her
make her feel good bulletins i just wanna...
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SCREAM
I feel like jumping up and down hands in my hair
I feel like falling on my knees and screaming until i have gone mute because i have screamed my voice out.
I am sick of guys saying
'Your to good for me'
'I am ruined'
'You deserve better'
'Your pure and i'm broken'
'Your like a sister'
you know i am now 18 i am more mature than half the asses i hang out with
I am a big girl, i can take what ever you have to say
BUT when you pull one of those lovely little comments from above you just belittled my intelligence. Most of you forget the fact that i see you in the halls when you don't see me.
I see that look beetween you two that tells me that you want her even though you broke up with her. and vise versa
I can see when she wants you but your through
You know everyone around me is either engaged, married, promised to, taken and all that other BS.
You know this is my senior year
i have never been kissed
I have not had any Alcohol
I haven't had any Drugs
I am still intact
I am still a virgin
I am still smarter than half you dumb-asses who have given yourself to several people or just one and you didn't last long
I am not in top % of my class because i choose not tobe
I am who i am
I need a life
I want a boyfriend, But apparently I'm to good for guys and deserve better. hmmmmmmmm
Is there a guy here or anywhere who is going to ever see who i am
or do i have throw out my freakin virtues, morals, and/or beliefs to even get on list that guys have of girls they wanna date.
Am I to good
Am I to Nice
Am I to down to Earth
Am I to Mature
