So its about noon, I just got off work from the morning shift at the café I work at and I’m waiting for my friends to come and get me so we can head to the beach. Now as I sit here, I am thinking about all of the wonderful things I can do at the beach. First and for most get a sweet tan. Next I can go skim boarding because I just got a new O’neil board and its really nice. I could also go swim, play Frisbee, play volley ball, or even a little soccer. But you know what all these things have in common? My big body in a small swim suit. Now yes I could leave my shirt and shorts on but that attracts even more attention to my not so hot body. I could wear a once piece but that makes me look even worse because my thighs look HUGE in them for some reason. OH and when I stand sideways, it makes my thighs look smaller… so I try to lay on my side.!! Now I am writing this for my own rant, not for the intention of having people yelling at me to ‘love my body’ and so on and so fourth. I just need to blow off some steam before my skinny friends get here. Thank you and goodnight
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I know how you feel, i just had a baby so i am trying to work off the baby belly, but you know what, i don;t care, i bought a string bikini because it's cute, and i do not care what people think "big" girls are entitled to enjoy cute suits just as much as "skinny" girls are :)~
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