Dear Unborn Child,
I hope you understand why I am doing what I am doing. I know that it's hard for you to not take this personal, but you have to understand this situation from my point of veiw. Don't think that I don't love you or that I ever truely meant to hurt you,but the fact is that I am not ready for child right now and I know that if I did give birth to you, I would probably give you up for adoption. I would hate the thought of you in some adoption agency waiting and worring about being chosen by a good family and having a good life. You have to understand that my choice is the reaction to a choice that someone else made. I was raped, I know that I don't know what that means, but it basically means that a man hurt me badly in a certain way.
I know that I will cry many nights over you, and I know that tomorrow when I get my abortion, I will be crying the whole way through. Don't thinkk that I haven't imagined what it would be like to hold you in my arms and take a look into your precious eyes. And I have wondered whether you will look like me. I've imagined you smiling, looking up at me. And I've been back and forth with whether I should do what I have decided to do or not. But I know that I'm not ready to be a mother, I'm still too young.
I want you to know that I will NEVER forget you! You were a part of me, a very special part of me. Whenever I do have a child or children, I know that you will always be on my mind. I'm going to miss you,and I hope you truely believe that. And I will pray to God that he will save your spirit and send you to another mother's womb, someone who is ready and willing to take good care of you.
I'm so sorry for doing this to you, but I hope you understand. And remember that you will never be forgotten and I will think of you often.
So Sorry,
Your Mother
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