I know that most teens have no clue who they are. We think we know everything when in reality we know close to nothing. It is amazing how much I have learned in the past few years.
I learned I don't need a guy to be happy, I don't need to change who I am and I don't need to explain my choices to anyone but myself. I have been thru a lot. I have had my heart broken, been cheated on, lied to, used, fought with friends, lost friends, made new friends, and I have changed a lot.
Last year if someone would have told me who I would become, I would have laughed. I never thought I wouldn't be best friends with the same people. I never thought I would severely dislike the one person I could count on. I didn't think I would be choosing the career I chose. I didn't think I would honestly fall in love with someone 5 years older than me. And I didn't think I would be able to honestly say that I am proud of who I am.
I am an older sister, a daughter, a granddaughter, a great granddaughter, a best friend, a girlfriend, a band geek, a blonde, a girly girl, a smart student, a little confused sometimes and I'm still learning about myself. I am honest, faithful, trusting, trustworthy, funny, smart, and my boyfriend tells me I'm beautiful but I don't believe him. I have become closer to my mom. I'm still learning how to control my temper. I'm still learning about life. And I'm still learing how to tell who I can trust and who I can't. Basically, I'm a teen. I'm me and I will never be anyone else.
