he is like such a hypocrit. i dont even know how to spell it but whatever yall know what im talking about. he says im too much of something and then i back off and he gets mad i just dont even understand. im never leaving him and the more people try to tell us we arent going to work the more determind we are to make it work. we love each other but out attitudes collide. we are both self centered and want it our way. its my way or the highway kinda thing. and we are slowly learning how to change ourselves to fit each others personality but its taking a lot of time that people are telling us we dont have but i mean with love we have all the time in the world right? he is honestly the most adorable thing i had ever seen the first time i met him i just dont know why he changed. im trying so hard and he doesnt even act like he cares anymore. he complains that i dont act like i love him anymore but he is the one who acts like it. i try so hard. just to change everything about myself for him. i even almost decided to change my career path because i didnt want to leave him here. this is just so hard. but no one ever said that this was going to be easy. cause sometimes love just sucks major monkey butt!!!!!!! urg. but no one ever got anywhere by giving up.



