I love my parents. I love my family in general. But i feel like i'm ready to do things on my own. I feel like my family has taught me enough so that i'll be able to survive in college. but alas, i still have another year to go and i have to get into college to begin with. I have this huge To Do list and it feels like everything is just piling up.
I wish it was May already knew where i was going and how i had gotten there. I'm taking the standardized tests again just so see if i can do better and I've been working hard all through my summer vacation. Thats the thing. Its called VACATION. so why am i working so hard just to get out of my hometown and out of my bubble?
It'll be my 7th year at the same private school and i know everyone so well. I'm ready to meet someone different. I'm ready to move away from home and discover something different. i hope all of this work, all of these applications, meetings, are worth it. I've taken on all of these extra curriculars that yes, i AM passionate about, but are going to take up a lot of my time.
havnt been able to hang out with my friends as much as i want to. hopefully senioritis won't hit me too hard and i'll be able to spend the last few months we have with my friends AND not have to take finals at the end of the year.
As my mother always says, lets just take one day at a time. Patience is a virtue. I know that one day i'll get to do what i want when i want to. Its just a matter of waiting. and waiting. and waiting.
Don't worry. Just wait. Enjoy the everday in your life, for we only have one life to live. Life is so short and so prescious, enjoy it wi=hile it is here. By this time next year you will be wondering where did the time go. :)