Brother Jealous!!

My brother is the second born i am the oldest but his whole entire life he has always oulled the pity party...You get Alexa everything and you never get me anything..he has always been the one to actually get more but he is too blind to see it...i don't mind him getting this i am just excited i am a senior and can't possibly wait for college and get away...i try and get along with my brother for my little brother and sister and for my parents sakes but seriously its like a full time job..it is very hard..he loves picking fights with me for no apparent reason and loves to get me in trouble for stuff i'm not even doing....i hate him but i also love him..I just don't understand him