Dont Demonize me because im depressed

ifiwasrickjamesidslapu's picture
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 A poem i wrote today:

                                          DONT DEMONIZE ME BECAUSE IM DEPRESSED

Look at my life and how intense it is

See what ive been through

to me, what people did

Screaming in my head my agonies and pain

because whatever i say people turn away

If i tell you my horrible truths

will you blame me, say nothing

or just tell me to make it through?

I need support, guidance and love.

I feel like you blame me and

love me some.

but how can i tell you

when you have to deal?

Im not losing my mind

im trying to reach out

fear and hate are instilled in me

in forever in doubt.

i need someone there

to guide and see me through

i cant make it through this tough time

without support and love from you.

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Your poem really spoke to me. Sometimes it is hard expressing the dysfunctional aspects of life that other people don't understand. I pray that you find the support that you need.

sworn2secrecy's picture

i suffer from depression too.
its so hard.
your poem truly captured the emotions behind it.
hard to find the words isnt it?
hang in there.
theres always someone there.
even if it is someone you havent met yet.

Depression can cut at you, you feel as though you have nothing left...i've been there and i'm still there! It is a hard thing to deal with, you did a wonderful job catching your emotions. There is someone there to listen, no matter what. Just keep in mind that people are going through the same thing as you...hang in there:)

singer.soul1's picture

it's like you've mirrored my life in the past five years. Thanx that was excellent!

Keeping It Sincere,
Christopher

ifiwasrickjamesidslapu's picture

i just want to say how much i appreciate everyone taking the time to read my poem and to comment on it. I have been feeling so horrible most of the time. I have battled depression since i was 12 and i am now 19. there were times when i was happy, but now, i am putting up a fascade for everyone in my family. Its good to know that people out here in "cyber land" feel the way i do and are supportive of me.... thanks! love,peace,and chicken grease!
Brenda Cherie

Charmed 428's picture

they say that most teens will be depressed at some point in their lifes
and well i c it
ive been depressed
ive even tried to commit suicide
but when you ghave friends who can help you through the tough times and help you make it through i suppose its much better
they give u the love that u need 2 keep going on
they distract u from ur problems
friedns are the most important things in life
human or not
lol
but i can count on me for anything

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Just remember that you can be strong enough to make it through any tough situation! Don't feel alone, as you can see from here you're not.

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