rambling on something

just rambling on life
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Life

I was thinking as I seem to do on a constant basis. now forgive me if I miss capitals or my grammer is off but i need to write this....i decided to write while i'm traveling and not just when i arrive somewhere...if i write when I stop then I will have forgotten half of what I was going to write. but if I write during my journey I will have captured its full essence. i would have wrote this in my note book but its in my room and i'm on here so here it is. i was thinking about this whole election stuff too and its crazy because they spend so much money on promoting and hanging up posters and handing out flyers but when elections are over all the paper is left to the grand and yet everyone complains of how dirty the streets of philadelphia are. thats something I noticed while I was on the bus coming home yesterday. I saw all these people hanging up things and what not but at 8 o clock when there was no more voting they were gone..so today the rain and wind is pushing them through the streets.. I dont know just a thought. ummm again my mind was roaming from subject to subject and it happened so stop on love and just that subject period. I'm not actually sure I truely know the definition of this word. A very talented writer whom I am pleased to know wrote a poem on something that I found interesting when people say you are my world and things of that such. I was never one for the affection and I love you type stuff. and I have been at this state before where I believe I have no clue what this word means but now I'm stuck what is this word that people throw around with no care. Why cant they say I like you a lot or I care for you. whats the rush of finding love????? In my time and age of groups 15-18 I have never known anyone who is in such a rush to find "true love"{whatever that is} and be settled for the rest of forever... It's nothing wrong with it but once you get hurt you quit and ruin it for everyone. chances are if you found someone who you were in love with and wanted to be with forever and it didnt work its because of karma. she's the biggest bitch I know. you hurt someone in your past and when you really try with someone they stomp on your heart. I'm no preacher or therapists or anything of the such but treat others as you want to be treated. karma is out there and what goes around does come back. be mindful of your surroundings and stop hurting people. stop rushing "love"... in time it will come! PEACE