i find it hard to believe that school is going to end in 3 months... i felt as if just yesterday i woke up and started up my way on this mountain called "junior year" and now it seems that the journey will be over and then senior year will come by and go just as quick.
saying goodbye to all of my friends as we all go into this so called period of college... and having this one last dance, seeing their smiles slowly fade always as the light in the tunnel gets brighter and brighter each time.
i dunno if i will be ready outside in the real world.. but i'm just worried about what will happen.
this year started out so interesting.. i walked in feeling as if everything is the same from last year, yet this would be one of the years that i would face a much harder challenge( ap chem) .
i met some new friends along the way but soon i will be forced to tell them goodbye because they will be graduating this year.
the irony of this whole situation is finally starting to sink in. i've become very close to one of them for reasons that only my heart and soul can explain. i have known him since middle school when i was a 6th grader since he regularly attend the same bus as me.
sadly i never spoke to him but he was always there. i guess i've just always been afraid and i never had the guts to tell him hello. he will be leaving the school this year and he turned out to be a really great friend and the only person who i've ever cared so much for.
this makes me sad cause i guess i should have taken the chance before to talk to him.
but i guess things happen for a reason
or so i like to believe that they do.
somehow in the end i really do hope that things will turn out alright for him.
its ending too fast.
By MariaGrace - Posted on February 23rd, 2008
dont know why you say goodbye i say hello. post high school is a big challenge and a big risk but thats when all the fun begins :) you'll be fine. And, people you never talked to in HS become your friends after. All that clique and other stupid stuff goes away.