Ok, really? Don't be like that. Don't ride the fence. Either you really don't like someone or you do. Don't pretend to like them to save their feelings. Would you really want some one to do that to you? Would you really want someone to pretend to like you? NO you wouldn't. So why on earth do you think it is even remotely ok to do it to someone else? As unrealistic as it seems, they have feelings. Now I’m saying to be rude on purpose, but don't be fake. Everyone talks about how dumb they think fake people are but then they turn around and do it.
I'm not saying I'm perfect, but at least I don't pretend to like you. If you do something wrong I'll let you know. I'm not just going to sulk around and pretend like my feelings weren't hurt. That's just juvenile. It seems like the higher you go in high school the more childish people act. I thought you were supposed to get smarter when you grow up, but apparently not.
Somehow through all of this I’m going to come out looking like the jerk. But I’m not the jerk. I'm honest but I’m not rude about it. And usually if I say something it’s sarcastic, not rude. I'm sorry if it comes across any other way, but that's not how I meant it.
See you complain to me and when I agree and act on my feelings, I become the bad guy, and frankly I don't understand why. It’s not like I'm the only one that thinks that way. I'll just confront the person about it (depending on the issue). Because I'm apparently the only one with balls enough to do so. So because I've got courage and balls that makes me the villain? I don't think so.
Something is seriously wrong here. I'm trying to solve problems, not create more. But, I guess by doing that I'm only creating more. So maybe I should take a lesson from my peers. Let the annoyance go. Just let it slide. Whine about them behind their back to your friends, and then the next day at school act like nothing has happened. So when it comes down to it you are utterly blameless. Let someone else with balls fix it. And if no one else does, don't worry about it. If you just ignore it, it'll go away, right? Of course it will.
Yes I know I have strong opinions. Yes I know I am outspoken. Yes I know I can come across as a bitch. But my intentions aren't evil, I promise. I wouldn't purposely try to hurt some one, make them feel bad about themselves, or bring them down. That's not who I am. I have a conscience.
Just please for your own sake, be true to yourself. Don't be fake to people because you want to be liked by everyone. Because let me tell you. You cannot be liked by everyone. That's just something you're going to have to learn sooner or later.
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Your words are very powerful, and i agree with them. But isnt it obviousy that everyone should be true? I think everyone knows they should be true, but some people choose not too, i guess out of fear. But i am sensing something deeper, some kind of anger. And if there is an anger, you are hiding behind your words instead of coming out and telling. Isn't that, after all, being true?
Take Care,
Nikki
:) Check out my post:
http://www.progressiveu.org/232338-battle-of-the-sexes-especially-for-engineers
http://www.progressiveu.org/235117-military-appreciation
http://www.progressiveu.org/001148-remakes-keep-or-toss
My, how could you tell. Rather then coming out and saying the direct reason I am angry, I let my anger out in different ways. I do that by writing. Art is an expression, my writing is an expression of my feelings towards these people and situation. Is it bad to seem angry? It only seems natural when one is betrayed.
All writing has different emotion. That is what gives the writing its tone. And I guess it is all to obvious that my blog has bitter overtones.
But no I don't think that expressing my anger through writing is being fake. I am addressing the problem am I not?
Well i suppose each is entitled to their own opinions. But you have a unique view that I definately respect. Thank you for taking the time to read and respond.
The way you write is so different. It's like your speaking.
That is can be a bad habit to fall into, just be careful of that.
I really like what you are saying, it's definately true.
And in the subject of anger, be careful. Overtones of certain emotions are good, but be careful not to let them control your writing.
You have a talent. Stick With it.