I love my family with all my heart but coming from a divorsed family can make any girl want to go insane. When I was younger I would have to move almost every year because of custidy. It always got so confusing with who had my sister and me for holidays. I guess I would have enjoyed it but then there's always the one person who ruins it all. My dad's side and Mom's side talk behind each other's backs like it's some sitcom dealing with high schoolers. My mom also has this thing where she cheated on my dad and my step dad. She now has a new boyfriend in her life along with a baby. All she ever wanted was a baby and now that she has it it's like my other sister and me don't even come close to the amount of love that baby's getting. I'm not jelouse but I'm not even seen in the picture unless she has to run her boyfriend to work or something. I'm the disposible daughter. I love kids so I don't mind all that much that she's using me because I've never been able to say no. My meme (my mom's mother) hates my mom's boyfriend but he thinks she loves him. I don't even see my mom's love for him. He was gay before she met him which makes the situation more confusing. My dad's been with his girl friend for about 10 years and hasn't popped the question, maybe he's not ready to walk down the alle. My boyfriend is afraid of my dad's girlfriend so he doesn't even bother to call me anymore plus he started college over the summer which takes alot out of him. I love him with all my heart so I don't question him. His mom can't stand me for some reason, its a stupid one too. She wants him to date a model size girl, that broke my heart when he told me that a year and nin months ago. I try to make her love me but I'm afraid it will never work out. Her other son, my boyfriend's older brother just got his girl friend pregnant so his mom will never let my boyfriend and me in a room alone. She also askes tons of questions like I'm some kind of bomber or something. The questions relate to me and my family but there's no way that this woman who spoils both her sons can realize that I've come a long way from where I began. My mom got pregant two weeks after graduating from high school and his mom complains that his brother's girl friend is only 25. She needs to chill out. There are people out there in high school and even middle school getting pregant. I want this woman to like me but how far am I willing to go? I've already lost more than 30 pounds, now I'm at 180-something. I've been pushed around all my life but this push is diffrent, it's coming from a woman who needs everything perfect and she's the mother of my boyfriend. If I could wish for one thing over thanks giving it would be for her to hug me in her arms and love me like a future daughter in law. 2 july 4th's ago her and her eldest son's girl friend got along like the perfect in-laws, I want that. I have given so much love to people that for once I want her to return atleast an ounce that I have given out. At school people treat me like dirt yet I stand my ground and am completely nice to them. Why can't for once the mother in-law and daughter in-law live in harmony in the end instead of becoming enemies? I know I haven't married her son but one day I will and hopefully she will be there rooting us on. Happy Thanks Giving if I don't post a blog before then.
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Wow.... maybe a few well placed paragraphs. Great points, just a little on the rambling side. I don't mean to cause any offense, and I hope you don't take offense to that. Just without much punctuation, it made it a little painful to read.
I'm sorry about your family. Sometimes families suck. You can't choose them though. My fiance's family isn't the best either. I love his sister, but his oldest brother worries me. He was out here on leave for 2 weeks and his brother made it up to see him once. His other brother is a bit crazy too, but he's in the marines. As for his parents, well, his dad and his dad's gf are ex-druggies and his mom is in a home. She o/d'd when he was a baby and he hasn't seen her since. Really sad. However, despite all the roadblocks in his life, he's managed to try to make something of it. He's in the army right now and doing well-he's up for a promotion next month. He's planning on going to college when he gets out too.
Just remember, when life hands you lemons, make lemonade:)
I'm sorry that you're going through bad times in your life, especially with your parents divorce; hopefully, they'll get better.
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