I love my friends with all my heart but sometimes they can be pains in the rear. Life was so much better when we could look at a friend of the opposite sex and not think about what life would be like dating them or marrying them. Last year I was so much more happier and didn't really notice the guys at my school because I was dating a guy from another high school so I just saw guys as people to hang out with. This year my boyfriend is in college and is super busy with stuff there. I amit I did start looking at other guys because I was lonely but I would never leave my boyfriend for any of them. Anyway I have three guy friends who I could never leave. One is Corey, adorable and funny, he's a push over and reminds me a little of myself only he has the attachments and I don't. Shawn is an amazing baker and I always have to have my morning hug from him or I burst into tears, he's kinda doughy but I think he's adorably sweet. Chaz I had always thought of liking my one friend which graduated last year, he's in the culinary class at the tech school and he did his grad project on building. I tell girls he's the perfect man for them but their shallow when they see he's having a pimple problem. Pizza Face is what they call him. The problem I'm having is that all three of them are interested in me. Everything I do breaks at least one of their hearts and I don't want to hurt them. In a way I'm kinda flattered that someone other than my boyfriend is interested in me. I've gained pounds since the summer so it's weird that now they're actually liking me like that. I don't want to ruin the friendships I have with them and I'm still madly in love with my boyfriend. I love him with every inch of my soul. I have no idea what him and I have in common because we're entirely diffrent but that is why he's my other half. Being a senior is hard enough but with these three guys it's becoming unbearable to stand. Life would be so much more simpler if the boys still believed in cooties. Tell me what you think, I want advise or something. Thank you for reading.
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Just a suggestion... people here on ProU don't want to hear about your day or your friends, unless it can be generalized for progress. We are distinct from blogs like myspace and livejournal where you can blog about whatever you want. Here, we blog about things that are important in our society. You might want to try that if you want to get better ratings and more reads.
As for your actual issues... you can't help but break their hearts. If you want to be with your boyfriend, they need to understand that and leave you alone. If they don't, they're not being very good friends.
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