The Burden Stopping you From College part 3

lovenenvy's picture

She stopped moving. She was kicking earlier and she just stopped. Insanity begin sinking in . What if she's dead? Or what if she's hurt?Or what if she is hanging on for life the best way she can?When I decided to keep her , I did not sign up for worriness. The only thing that is hurting is my back. If she was dead , someone else was going to die too today.

My fiance is getting the other driver's information down. When he returns to the car , I tell him the baby stopped moving and my back was killing me.He rushes me to the hospital .Its cold . The sheets smell like some off- brand bleach.My back forces me to lay on the hospital bed. The lady comes in and says: her some medicine for your back and we will just need to run a couple of blood test to see if everything is ok.

The pulled out these two round objects and placed them around my belly. They are supposed to detect my heart beat and the babies. At first it is silent. You can hear mine beating but not hers. All of a sudden her little foot starts kicking the round object. And she kicks it again. And again.Her heart is beating loudly. She is doing perfect. The doctor said that she was just a little shook up. But when she felt it was ok, she started kicking again.
Blood tests came back fine and they said I could go home but I just needed to rest. This was on Aug. 30th.

I get better within a few days and everything goes back to normal. By the time I reach my ninth month, I feel like crap. It's a workout for me if I start walking. Get sleepier all the time. Feel like I am about to have her. Going to sleep is impossible because she likes to kick at night and she's very heavy. I never thought a 6 pound baby could bring you down. As much cocoa butter I used I still get stretch marks. Now I have broken out with PUPP( its these bumps pregnant women get on either their stomach, face and etc. It attacked my stomach. So I am scratching and using Aveeno constantly. These bumps don't go away until you have the baby.

Oct 3rd. My birthday was the day before and I felt like crap.I woke up late. I was already runing late to work,and it was raining really badly. When I am almost to work, I stop because the car in front of me stops. The car behind me, keeps on going. Great . Another wreck!

You+pregnancy+car=doesn't get along. How's your body dealing with all these accidents? thank god that the baby made it aliveDOING THE DAMN THING!!

lovenenvy's picture
Member of the Progressive U Alumni Association

Yeah I figured that out the hard way. :-SS

drifterdani6886's picture
Member of the Progressive U Alumni Association

I am happy to read this because I thought something bad had happened to the baby because you didn't respond when I asked you what happened. But I am very happy for you. Your baby doesn't seem to like cars...apparently lol. I am glad everything is going ok... I hope. Pregnancy doesn't sound fun but I always hear it is worth it. I want 2 kids a boy and a girl..hopefully twins to get it over with lol. But that is in a perfect world. I am the first girl in 52 years in my family. So that is one reason why I want a girl.In a way I don't because she would have a high chance of getting lupus just like the high chance I have. But enough about me I am glad everything seems good and that you have a loving fiance to help you!

Something people should know about:
http://www.progressiveu.org/032913-lupus-uncureable-wait-what

lovenenvy's picture
Member of the Progressive U Alumni Association

@-) I know. Cars and the baby don't mix. The last car wreck that I was even in was when I was 13 and now I am 20. It's not fun but yes it is worth it. You would'nt understand until you have a baby.Yeah I really wanted a boy at first but when you later think about it , you just want them to be heathly and have all their fingers and toes.

i see now that the baby was indeed ok.. hmm.. car wrecks maybe u should get a two seater bike for u and the baby.. lol..

lovenenvy's picture
Member of the Progressive U Alumni Association

Thanks . Thats cute but I don't think I could ride the bike through the bad storms and sleet , cold, rain......

haha..
yeah thas a good point.. not that i was serious anyways.. but if i would have been.. my idea was a bad one.. lol..

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