keeping my mind in balance.

well i have to vent. i love my life for real. i just have so much going on in my life i feel like i dont have time for anything anymore. i love my parents but we fight a lot. and i love my boyfriend jesse but there is so much going on that i dont even know how to handle all of it. i want to trust him and i do to an extent. ive been betrayed so many times in my life that i honestly dont even know how many times it happened. and there are so many girls that like him so it makes me afraid that im going to lose him if he finds someone better than me. i cant share him. what i would do without him i dont know. i love him so much. whoooooohhhhh sorry i just needed to vent how i felt. i know the whole world can see this but oh well maybe someone can help me. that would be so great if anybody has any advice. just leave me a comment. it just makes me crazy you know? i feel like i dont trust him. but i do you know i really do its the girls that i dont trust girls are crazy i know because i deffinatly am one. He is such a good kisser. lol but not that any of yall wanted to know that and he is so cute. jeeze im sooooo gooogooo over him (.)(.) lol so cute. well yall leave me a comment of two that would be great thanks!