WHY? That is the question I usually ask myself. Or maybe even nature. Why do people feel so many emotions? Why do we get hurt with the smallest things or reasons? Wouldn't it be better if we can turn off our emotions whenever we desire in order to avoid getting hurt? Maybe then, we wouldn't cry. Maybe then I wouldn't cry. I'm not necessarily talking about crying physically, but instead, crying emotionally, inside the heart. Maybe it's an individual's characteristic. I see some people who get rejected or insulted so many times and they still stand tall, seeming to be unharmed. Or are they really? I can act, too. I can pretend that everything is picture perfect. But I don't want to be that girl who comes home and cries herself to sleep, while the outside world thinks her life is nothing but perfect...
What if sadness didn't exist? Would the world be a better, happier place? If it didn't exist, would that be a reason why people would never cry? But it does exist. And I guess, everybody has to deal with it. Sometimes people have to deal with it more often. Or are these feelings just illusions? How come there are happier people than others? Why aren't our feelings equal? Maybe it's what makes us unique. But for some, it makes them miserable...
It seems that there are emotions that can be controlled, and there are some that cannot be. I just wish I can control all of them, even just small portions of each. That way my emotions can be balanced...
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Without sadness, we would not be able to properly appreciate the happy moments in our lives. Also, in every negative situation, there is some positive that comes out of it. Sometimes, it just takes more digging to find the good.
you're right. that's why I said too much sadness might be an illusion. because maybe we choose not to see the positive side, and stay down.... maybe that's what makes it so negative in my eyes...
"This is the problem with playing games -- somebody has to lose."
It really gets on my nerves when people refuse to see the positive. Not everyone, but some people just want to wallow about in a puddle of self-pity and never acheive anything. Grrr.
i used to be like dat, saying it was wat i was used to..
den i saw da positive side and how happy it was..
so now i try to be positive all da time, and juss be happy =]
"people fall in love with smiles, not frowns."