Well fist of all am writing to feel better, truthfully life never turns out as we want it. Mostly for us teens, sometimes am so sad, others happy, and sometimes i wish there weren't any emotions through which we didn't have to suffer. Truthly I don' expect anyone to read this and it's really not important. Am just thinking how's life so hard why do we as teens adult or what ever we are have to suffer so much to get to where we want why? Can anyone tell me. Right now am so depressed about everything because am in love and i can't be with that person for several reasons and i know he loves me but i just can't go back to him. We have been together for 4 years. Now i feel as if I wasted my time and i feel as if I need him. God.... why is this so HARD . Does anyone know the secrets to life? Right now i cry because I remember everything we did and try to forget the sad moments in life but then when we go back i remember the others the ones where issued to cry because of him and he tells me he is going to change, but who knows what he is really saying. MAN this is BAD. Well for starters we have enjoyed some crazy days and crazy adventures and I cry, cause I want those time to be the only time. WHY???? I don’t understand I wish I didn’t have feeling, and that I’d never fall in love. At least I wish so many thing, like the perfect man the perfect career the perfect life, but nothing’s perfect, why.
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I read your post ;)
I believe nothing is perfect and no ones life can be except in their perception. People perceieve (sp) the world differently. Life seems so unfair sometimes...well alot of the time. But what ever life throws at you, you just need to go with it. I have went through bouts of depression my whole life and it does suck but you have to try to pick yourself up. You have to realize that through everything this world throws at you you can over come anything, YOU have the power to change what life throws at you. Your destiny is not decided for you, you can have a chance to change the out come. Evaluate the good and bad and see what is best for you. I really hope this helps a little bit. It is hard to give advice and have people actually listen especially when someone is depressed.
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