My philosophy on the ALMIGHTY love

Love. It's no longer some "alien" talk. Everybody talks about it at some point. Even the young kids of 5(boy this world is turning upside down) tell you they are "in love" with someone. Millions of cliches make their theme on this. " Love is blind..." "Love this..." or "Love that..." Spare me! I have tried endlessly to comprehend Love's REAL nature. What is Love really? How do you know when you re in love? What do you do when you are in love?
In school, i had tried going out with a couple of people to understand this phenomena. Starange it may sound to some people. But i really was out to know what made up love? Its constituents and their livety - after all people's LOVE waned (i had seen it severally). I remember critiquing many relationships in school with my closest pal. "John and Jane will last but not long..." "Peter and Mary are deceiving themselves..." Shoosh! Dr. Phils we were.
I dated but i really din't get the cliched "Magical feeling" or "Attraction" It was just...regular. All it (d r/ship) did was fuel lustful desires. I wanted to stand out. To be that guy who dated a girl not because of her "Voluptousness" but simply because of HERSELF. Well, i guess girls have this psychology that a guy who doesn't make make-out moves is a weakling or "scared." Neither applied to me. I am Very sure of my CAPACITY.
In retrospect i guess i am earnestly searching for a form of completion. Friends, "GIRLFRIENDS" whatever. Truly, i don't think so. I am just confused or should better say was confused. I am beginning to see the way forward. The shape i want my future to take, and honestly i think i'm working towards it. The very love i've experienced - i think of as inexplicable. So tender, deep, sensitive to my innermost feelings, sacred and divine. God's loving hands streched out towards me. One and only person i have felt love radiating from. Don't get me wrong, parents and relatives show their love but this one is distinct. Yep, its there; available for all of us - cost - free. If we could all reach out for it and let it run over us; that love so divine and sacred. Ha! Sweet love.