crazy

I don't see me anymore but a woman who wants the best for her daughter that hopes and prays that he ex will not try to take her daughter away and hurt her. I see a woman that haves be so badly hurt by the man she loved that all she thinks is that if I go back everything will be okay but knows that it won't be ok and that nothing is good with him now. He haves a new girl that does not know that he is a father, He does not care about his daughter the way I do all he wants is to hurt me more so I will run back to him but it won't work I have to be stroungh but how can I when I just wish that everyhting would go back to normal to befor he cheated on me and used me but not without my daughter. I don't want that to change she is my world but to him she is nothing. How can a guy sit there and say I love you so much and want to be with you but when you find out he cheats and ask for time to be leaft alone to think things through he goes off and finds someone eles and sits there and saids it is so hard to get over you yeah that is when you think about how I toke care of you and treated you so good and all I got back is pain and still pain. You want to have my daughter so you go to court to try to get full costed(sP) of her but you are alone doing that to get back at me you won't take care of her like I do you would just through her off on anyone and everyone of your family and make her go to home to home like you did. You don't care about her you just want to get back at me cuz I am now strongher and won't take shit but why is it that part of me wants you back and to have that family that you and i alwasys talked about but now you got that with someone eles and that is fine they will see the really you like I did after 3 years. you were so good at the begain then you moved with your mom and her live in boyfriend that you forgot who you were and you started to act like them and started to party and drink and smole pot I told you drugs or me and you chose the drugs and having sex with anyone you wanted to so I leaft and I took my daughter so she won;t have to go through the pain of what you do to people can't you see that all you did is hurt others that is it. sorry about this poeple I need to get this off my chest and now I am done.