the girlfriend side of me :]

current mood: on cloud 9.

 I have the most wonderful, outstanding, amazing, caring, forgiving boyfriend.. any girl would love to have. i'm seriously the luckiest girl on the earth. :] 

My boyfriend and i have been dating since septemeber 15th 2004. :] when i met him 3 years ago, it was at the same summer camp i've been going to since 4th grade. i'd never seen him before. and i guess he'd been going along time too. so, i met him through a friend who he was friends with. (funny how it's always that way) :] i didn't like him at all at first. lol. i totally thought he was a huge goof. a nerd, and for surely not some one i'd want to date. lol

now, this was only 5 months since everything happened with the guys. i was in no mind frame to even date a boy. i was so much more worried about getting my relationship with God on track again. plus, i didn't know who i could trust any more. so i met him. he was nice. and cute. but, he was one of the boys that every single girl and their mom liked. and he knew it too. having the feelings i did, i didn't really want much to do with that. :] 

just so you know. he was a leader, i was a camper. he is 4 years old than i am. so there was that part of it all too.

i gave him a shot, when we were with a bunch of people, i'd sorta talk to him. next thing i know, he was waiting out side my cabin for me. and one of the girls in my cabin told me to look out the window, i was getting ready for skits and had to go the kitchen to get a bowl, (i was suppose to be pregnant. lol) so, i went out side, and we walked to the kitchen together. i kept telling everyone and myself, i didn't like him. i just didn't like him that way. during meals, he'd sit with me and all my friends. during free time, he'd always show up where ever i was.. i was sittin on the dock, and he came up to me and sat down, asked if  he could sit by me, i said sure. we kinda talked. i didn't really know what to say. lol. i was only going into high school, such a young girl to someone whos already graduated. 

well camp ended. i gave him my e-mail. thought, we'd keep in touch. and it'd end right there. i was wrong. less than an hour after i got home from camp, i had an e-mail from him. saying how he couldn't like me. but, it was nice getting to know me. blah blah. well that grew into everyday writing like 5 times a day, calling eachother alot. i dont know what happened. he kinda grew on me. lol. he'd invite me over to hang out with everyone at his house. i became really good friends with his sisters. found out, that a girl i'd always been friends at camp, was one of his sisters. (funny how that worked out)

well, soon enough we started dating. a year flew by. he took me to the space needle for dinner, and had wrote me a song. :] totally made me cry. lol. another year flew by, we went to the emp. and now we're about to reach our 3 year marker.

in the past 3 years, i've become such a stronger, and better person. i honstly, never thought i'd find the kind of love i have. sure, we fight at times. but we're only human. we can spend weeks together with out gettin tired of eachother. i love him so much. 

we once had a speaker at  camp say. " being able to fully love someone, means putting all there wants and needs before yours" i can full heartedly  say that i do. and i can. i find myself, out shopping and finding more that i think he'd want or things he needs, more than for myself. 

i can't wait till the day, i can call him my husband. :] 

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