I haven't wrote in the past three days. SHAME ON ME! I have been so busy, but I feel like I need to rant on something very important in my life, so here we go:
Have you ever been put on the back burner for a loved one? I technically I have not, but it feels like it. Result is me falling for her brother, HARD! I have gotten really close with a good friend I have had for the past 2 years. She is considered my best friend now, vice versa. There is this boy who came into her life, again, recently. He has treated her like his stuffed animal in the past. Treated and talking to her how ever he feels like, not considering she has feelings or a heart. She has let him back into her and she has never been happier. When she is happy it makes me completely happy. But there is a trick to all of this happiness. They are never apart. For the past month or so, every time I am at her house he seems to be there no matter what time of the day. I really do not like this guy, so I tend to sty away from him. Her family is my second family. Her brother has invited me into his life with open arms, resulting into a major bond. This past Monday I went to her and she sent her boyfriend home. That led into a fight; he was saying that she doesn't love him. If I was him I would shut my mouth because I wouldn't love someone who was up my butt. I have been to her house 3 times since that last Monday, he was there and I have spent most of time at her house with her brother or her little sister. I asked if I could go to her house tomorrow night and I had to ask her to send her boyfriend home so I could spend sometime with her ALONE, is that ridiculous or what?
What should I do? I don't want to stop going to her house because I have developed this lust for her brother and vice versa. Should I sit her down and talk to her? I just have no idea what to do. My mother's birthday is this weekend and my old high schools homecoming and I invited her, not her boyfriend, to all of the events and he acts like it's the end of the world that they will be able 48 hours apart from each other ://
ARGH!
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