They say high school is supposed to be the best years of our lives. And I guess I finnaly agree. I mean it feels like we have alot of responcibility and we do but our obligations are rather small compared to our freedoms, if you look at it. I think I have realized this just by looking arround. Sometimes I forget, I mean I do go to school in a castle. And i get to dance and act everyday what more could I ask for?
It's weird to look arround and just see everyday life just as it is and to take it for that and even weirder to accept it - embrace it. I do like school but I'm still aprhensive - I it's guess I'm just starting to freak out about college and stuff.Uh and I always forget to track out college man down on wenesdays!!!  Honestly everyone is saying how they want it to be summer but I really do like school. I really cant think of anywhere else I'd like to be. I dont want to graduate, Id like to stay here forever and ever - suspended in time, in this excat moment. Well i do but i dont feel like im ready and what will one more year do? Nothing that I can forsee. It seems like I just started at SPCPA last month or so. Yet, i've grown so much i cant even begin to tell you. It might not seem like it but I really have. Summer will be here soon enough and so will college. I sware if its not one thing its another.
Summer is over it will come again but enjoy now - this moment as it is. Don't try to rush everything it will be here sooner thatn you know. How do you feel about right now this moment? I think it is just grand beasue I can accept it for what it is and what it isnt.Â
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When I was a freshmen in college, I felt the same way because at first, I didn't have any friends and I missed my favorite high school teacher, even though we kept in touch via email; but, I don't feel that way, anymore.
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