so i got alot to talk about and i would be glad to have all the adive i can get.
I'm having problems in my gay life.
I'm going at with one of my old friends, allison. But the only reason i did this is because she said she was falling for me. Not only did i not what to hurt her feelings, but it doesn't help that she is very suicidal.
Then my friend tiffany has arranged for me to meet this girl how really whats to meet me, and from what i have heard is that is is pretty cool. I think that the relationship with karen would work out better.
But know i don't know what to do. I haven't really led allison on but she still feels for me. She expects us to be together til the end, but i have already told her that it willn't work because she is leaving to go to college out of state. How can a relationship last like that?
I don't know what will hurt most me cheating on allison or breaking up with her. But because i care about what people feel i can't do anything because i feel like i'm going to hurt people anyway i go. It is really effecting how i live. I can't sleep because I'm afraid that someone will take their life over my stupidity.
This could change many peoples lives but i don't want to be the person to do it. But i quess i don't have a choice.
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