Life is a monstroscity

I am just sitting here wondering "What is my issue?" I just can't stop thinking about why i'm so unhappy. No, i'm not like severly depressed emo going to kill myself unhappy. So don't worry about it. I just have some questions about life. Like, how can I hate this university that I go to? I mean, it's a christian university. It all goes back to the saying "No one is perfect!" I know that I am definatly not perfect! I have issues just like everyone else. One thing that makes me really angry is when a christian says that they are not hypocritic from time to time. I know that the only perfect man that ever exsisted was the son of God, Jesus. No one is perfect. I might warn you not to go to a christian school becuase of the drama, but that is not my place. See, I have only expirenced one chrisian college, not all of them. But at this school, the drama is too much to handle. And it gets worse, they don't openly discuss the drama, they do it behind everyones back. I admit, I have done this before. Like I said, no one is perfect. The people at this school talk about you behind your back because they want to keep their reputation as a christian. My friend and I agree that this is even worse! Also, I have a problem with the whole boyfriend issue. For the last three years I have had a boyfriend and now, I have been single for like almost seven months. It's hard for me and I make really wrong decisions. For example, I think a guy likes me so I ask him out and he never speaks to me again. So what, who cares? Some may think, but its embarrassing because it gets spread throughout the school that I asked this certain person out. I think of some of my friends and the fact that have never had a boyfriend, and I think "How do they keep their cool around guys?" Well, that's all for this blog. Tell me what you think but if you do there is absolutely no reason to be snotty about it!

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