Im sick and tired of
your lies
I wish you knew
how my life has
been
just because of you
If people say
that i am so bright
then why
cant i make the things
you do right?
You said that
you would never lie to us
that you,loved us,
but love from a parent
isnt suppose
to hurt
Do you even kno what i am worth??
I couldnt tell
what was
going on
when i was a child
but now
i have grow,
and could tell
what s going on for
such a while.
I also lie and
say i do
not care,but as
much as i try to make
myself think
that,
Deep down I
know its just
not fair
Even though i
try and try
it just doesnt work
and after a
while all i
can do is
cry.
on the outside
i look tough
but that doesnt
reflect all
the pain and anger
i feel inside
People think they know me by the way
i act...But its
just an act nothing
more is the
matter of fact.
I say i hate you
but as much
as i want it to
be that way its not.
But
i do wish that
nice men
were my dad but
unfortunatly i
am stuck
with you
Oh well for some
crazy reason
I love you
God must have
given me you for a father
for some reason...
I just have to find out what
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that was very moving. I am sorry your father is whatever he is...I hope he sees your worth...I do. You are gorgeous, inside and out.
It sucks when you can't have an impact on the life of someone you want to change the most. I know how it is, on a much lower level. Good luck with your relationship with your dad, but if nothing changes, make damn sure he doesn't change you.
u have a point
Your poem was so moving, I almost wanted to cry. I've been betrayed by a loved one, but not to that degree. I can't imagine your pain, but the way you crafted your piece made me close to tears. I wish there was something I could do to help. My only advice is not to waste yourself trying to impress him. If he's not going to treat you like you should be treated, it's not worth it.
I hope everything works out...
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"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." - Martin Luther King Jr.
I found your poem to be very moving and I know how you feel except that it isn't my real dad but my step dad. Sometimes you just have to put things in God's hand and pray for the best at all times. But I really can understand how you feel I am just glad that my real father doesn't act that way. But just remember that when he dies that he has to deal with the way he treated you in life. Also, when you gradauate show him how you will make something out of yourself and he will be feeling sick when he see how you turned out for the better!!!
P.S. If you need somebody to talk to please send me a message
Rae Can't Wait 2 Graduate In "08"!!!!